October the 21st is the day this xanga ends.

Good bye.

i had a revelation on thursday at around 1am cause i was finishing my painting for art. it made everything clearer and i felt incredibly confident about life. but then i went to sleep and couldn't really remember it the next morning...

now i remember it, but...hrm...it's fucking never gonna work. i tried friday night in the parking lot on top of claire's car (which kept my butt warm) and it didn't work...

so goodbye, i guess, wish i could tell yuo what i want and explain, but...i don't think you'd accept it...

i lied...didn't mean to. didn't know it. but i did.

This weekend's been good. talk about an awesome time riding in the car, on the way to wild oats, blaring "Adia" and singing along using pencils as microphones. who wouldn't love that?

thank you claire.

"Sadie Hawkins Dance"

All the girls in the bathroom talkin
who they gonna take to the Sadie Hawkins
My ears are burnin but I kept on walkin
smile on my face and an air guitar rockin

The Sadie Hawkins Dance
in my khaki pants
There's nothin better
oh oh oh
The girls ask the guys
it's always a surprise
There's nothin better
baby do you like my sweater?

Sittin in the back of my next class nappin
gotta give a speech then bow to the clappin
Told a funny joke got the whole class laughin
think I got a tan from the light which I was baskin

The Sadie Hawkins Dance
in my khaki pants
There's nothin better
oh oh oh
The girls ask the guys
it's always a surprise
There's nothin better
baby do you like my sweater?

Scan the cafeteria for some good seating
I found a good spot by the cheerleaders eating
The quarterback asked me if I'd like a beating
I said that's one thing I won't be needing
And since I'm rather smart and cunning
I took off down the next hall running
Only to get stopped by a girl so stunning
only to get stopped by a girl so stunning?

She said, "You're smooth, and good with talkin.
You go with me to the Sadie Hawkins"

The Sadie Hawkins Dance
in my khaki pants
There's nothin better
oh oh oh
The girls ask the guys
it's always a surprise
There's nothin better
baby do you like my sweater?

The Sadie Hawkins Dance
in my khaki pants
There's nothin better
oh oh oh
The girls ask the guys
it's always a surprise
There's nothin better
baby do you like my sweater?

I find that to be very cute.

Currently Playing Weezer By Weezer the sweater song see related

we're all growing up...god that's frightening.

i saw the first biracial (if you that's the correct word) relationship in a commerical. it's for at&t's reachout service or whatever. the dude is white and the chick is..what else...of the Asian persuasion. ..hrm...